Tuesday, August 30, 2022



 











A Colonial time bungalow

In the early twentieth century – before India gained independence- the collectors of the British Malabar were stationed in Calicut (The present Kozhikkode).

Usually, the RDOs residences would be close to their offices and we can still see one such  residence in Palakkad.   This residence remained closed for many years but it withstood the sun and rain of all those years.    A few years back some urgent maintenance works were carried on this building and the village office II of Palakkad was shifted to it.   Recently the Village office II was shifted to a new building in the RDO’s office compound.

When this beautiful RDO’s residence served as village office II, I got a couple of chances to go inside it.   During those visits, my attention was more on the internal structure of the building, the floor and the high ceiling paved with terracotta tiles, the centuries old furniture scattered inside, and so forth.  The table in the room (once served as the ante room) of the village officer was a wonderful piece of furniture!   I resembled a ‘Chippendale’ copy though not original!    (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_Chippendale)  

On the outside to the west still stands  the garage.   The garage floor is still earthen and there was an old coach lamp and two brass buckles – might have been used in the horse‘s harness- thrown away carelessly on one corner of the garage.  I wondered how many times horse driven carriages would have rolled in and out of the garage!     

 

 

Wednesday, April 27, 2022

                                                     The post-Covid syndrome

When I was infected by Omicron, I had some strange experiences. (I have detailed them in a previous note.https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=5239453802745326&id=100000422755205)
I have read that post-Covid patients suffer from some form of physical or mental changes. https://www.cdc.gov/.../2019.../long-term-effects/index.html Some unlucky ones just kick the bucket off and go away!!!!! Omicron couldn’t do any harm to me physically but has succeeded in altering the way I normally think in my life.
Formerly, I was keen on completing work on time but hadn’t been tormented mentally about what would happen if I didn’t complete the work within the estimated time. There were only a few occasions I had to regret any work I couldn’t finish as scheduled or not doing it altogether.
Now my thoughts have been altered in a different way.
A feeling has crept into my mind that I have not been doing the work which I have been capable of doing and instead indulge in some minor works which are not worth doing at all! This puts another fear into my mind that I am not doing anything worthwhile and is just wasting my life. The moment this thought comes to my mind, I become over-enthusiastic and stop doing that work and turn to another one which of course is harder than the previous one. I know this frantic effort is to convince my mind that I am not wasting my life and is living a useful one. Sadly, after some time I will be attempting another still harder work! This way I start different works and do not finish any of them at the end of the day. Uma and my mother used to make fun of me for my way of doing work but I made them understand that I was pretty aware what I was doing was not right and had to struggle to resist the temptation of switching aimlessly from one work to another. On certain days when the thought becomes severe that I should do some really good job, I do very hard work and try to convince my mind that I was not just running away from work. I am like the sailor carrying the treacherous old man on his shoulders in the popular story ‘The old man of the sea’. The only difference is, in my case in the place of the old man the 'post corona syndrome' is weighing me down.
Now Uma and my mother feel sorry when they see me work in the backyard or find me sitting by the computer for hours!
I will definitely overcome this weird kind of feeling shortly and will not let Coronavirus take me for a ride!!
If one has gone nuts he/she wouldn’t personally know what drives him/her to do weird things. But in my case, I know pretty well that this is a surreal thought but I cannot resist it completely!

Old Man of the Sea - Wikipedia
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Old Man of the Sea - Wikipedia
In Greek mythology, the Old Man of the Sea (Greek: ἅλιος γέρων, translit. hálios gérōn; Greek: Γέροντας της Θάλασσας, translit. Gérontas tēs Thálassas) was a primordial figure who could be identified as any of several water-gods, generally Nereus or Proteus, but...

 

Thursday, March 10, 2022

 I survived Covid

Two Years ago, when Corona was spreading like wildfire; I was held up in the US. This followed many unpleasant incidents like cancellation of my return ticket, an extension of my visa by paying a hefty sum, returning home in an evacuation flight paying fifty percent more of the normal fare, and so on. The evacuation flight was full but everyone was forced to wear a mask and a wiser. The passengers looked like astronauts in a spaceship. When we reached home I told my wife: “Most probably, you or I will get the virus”. “Uhmmm. Probably.” That was her response. The health workers had been informed over the phone from Cochin airport that two probable Covid infected cases were on their way home. The next morning a lady from the department of health came and gave us a list of instructions on the symptoms of Covid infection and how to fight Covid. She said that we had to remain in home quarantine for two weeks. A notice was posted on the front wall of our house warding off people away! I have read that a long time back during the time of the ‘Great London Plague’ infected people were isolated in their homes and left to die. Luckily, we were not left to die as we hadn’t been tested ‘covid positive’. I kept a long wooden pole outside with loose strings and rubber bands dangling like hangman’s nooses. The vegetable, fruit, and grocery vendors would call out from outside and when my presence by a window is confirmed, they hooked the purchase on the tip of the pole and extend the pole to me. In the same way, I used to wrap around their cost using a rubber band and the pole would be withdrawn with a ‘Thanks’. Very often they said it pitifully! Yes, two years ago if you got infected by Covid you had two options – option 1) Go and get admitted in a private hospital. Wait, before getting admitted in the private hospital you needed to make sure that you had Rs.1 M with you! 2) Remain at home, eat some paracetamol, and if you are lucky you would wake up to a new life or just die away! After fourteen days we came out like Polar bears waking after hibernation. We had to go into quarantine though we were not covid positive. For two years life moved slowly as leaving home was possible only if absolutely necessary. Whenever I dared to move out I was wearing ‘double masks’, washed hands whenever I found a tap, and frequently sprayed sanitizer on hands – sometimes around me also to ward off the coronavirus! One day last month, I woke up in the middle of the night with a slight fever and a choked nose. I just lied down and in the morning called the local healthcare assistant and informed him that I was afraid I was Covid infected. “ Don’t jump to conclusions. Just go for an OTPR test and then call me”. The healthcare assistant said. The OTPR test result said “ RESULT: POSITIVE.” I called the health assistant again and informed him that the test result was positive. “What treatment should I follow,” I asked. “ Nothing special. Just swallow Paracetamol tablets three times a day and take bed rest. If you develop suffocation while breathing, or your oxygen level in the blood drops below 94 just call me, you will have to be hospitalized. Get one oximeter and check the oxygen level three or four times a day”. I was advised. On the second day, the body pain started. On the third day-night, I was very tired. I checked my temperature and oxygen level. I was still running a fever but the oxygen level was 94. I was not in the danger zone but my mind started working in a way I did not want it to. I must say I am lucky as I am not suffering from any chronic diseases. It may be because I take everything that happens in life positively – even failures and calamities – that come in loads. I was lying very tired in my bed. It was all dark around but for the dim blue light of the night lamp. I could hear the howling wind outside, the ticking of the clock, and the humming of the ceiling fan . The stillness brought into my weak virus-infected mind memories of my childhood days, various incidents that happened in my life, and at last, the friends and colleagues who died of coved during its first and second waves. There was a parade of their faces in front of me before I drifted to sleep. Then the dream started. I was lying in a bed looking totally tired with a short beard and my hands were put across my chest. The hands were so thin they resembled dry sticks. Was I going to die?! I tried to get up but couldn’t! While I was lying there totally defeated, I heard someone whispering in a stern voice near my ear “You are still strong. Get up. Try again and you can do it.” I suddenly woke up. I was sitting in my bed with my clothes drenched in sweat. There was no one near me. The next thing I did was to check my body temperature and oxygen level in blood. The temperature was normal and the oxygen level was 95. I strongly believe that it was one of my ancestor’s souls or the master spirits that had come down to induce the kind energy into me to make me stand up again. During many difficult situations when I was totally devastated, I had an inner murmuring about what I needed to do next in those situations. By this, I do not mean that I received such messages every time I was in a difficult situation. I believe my ‘Master spirit’ and the souls of my venerable ancestors have guided me through many difficult times. This is not an ancient pagan faith. Dr. Brian Weiss1 the American psychiatrist who is Chairman Emeritus of Psychiatry at the Mount Sinai Medical Center in Miami has confirmed it through many incidents to prove the entry of the master spirits many a time in one’s life. Now it is more than two months since I have returned to normal life. 1. To know more about Dr. Brian Weiss’s research and findings on past life regression please read his famous books “Many Lives Many Masters” and “Same Soul Many Bodies”. You can even log on to his pages on the website- https://www.brianweiss.com/contact-weiss-institute/, FaceBook:https://www.facebook.com/DrBrianWeiss, and youtube-www.youtube.com/DrBrianWeiss  

For further reading log into: https://www.greenvilleonline.com/story/opinion/2020/03/29/opinion-what-history-and-our-ancestors-can-teach-us-coronavirus/5077288002/